Friday, June 30, 2006

i have offically lost it.
i don't care about anything.
i am sooo stressed.
i am hot.
i am moving.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I really want to love the people in my life that are harder for me to love.
You know, what the Bible calls my "enemies."

Enemies makes it sound so extreme but I do have people that I don't get on with as well as others. People who are annoying. People who say they will do something and don't do it. People who cut me off on the road.

Work it IN me O God so that I can work it OUT of me. I realize this kind of love doesn't come from me mustering it up within myself. I do not love them because I want to be a good person, but because I believe the kind of love that you talk about could turn this culture upside down.
What credit is it to me?

Change my heart O Lord from the nasty dirty dark hole that it often is and infuse my heart with bright red Jesus love.

Friday, June 23, 2006

while two of my brother in laws are in the front row of the Radiohead concert,
justin and I will be going to a Dodger Game.

Go Big Blue, I guess.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Where would you give one million dollars if you could?
All of it would need to go to the same place.

I am excited to hear your ideas.

Monday, June 19, 2006

Looking forward to rock THIS book in a big way.........

Friday, June 16, 2006

I came across THIS website today for my job.

HOLY CRAP!!! I had no idea this was out there.
Maybe I am behind the times but wow is this crazy!

I looked up my zip code and literally couldn't believe my eyes!
WOW, is just about all I can say right now.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Saw a really good movie last night....WINTER PASSING.
It's a terribly sad comedy, i suppose you could call it.

It was written and directed by Adam Rapp, the brother, I believe of Anthony Rapp who was in RENT.

Check it out, its a good one.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

well, we got the new place offically.
We'll be moving in July 1st-July 5th..........can't wait.

right now I am sicker than a dog (what does this really mean anyways) hopefully I will start feeling better so that we can pack this place up in a jiffy.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

So the next step in the Souza Journey will be for us to move into this lovely 2 bedroom apartment in Canoga Park July 1st. We will find out tomorrow if we have been approved.

We are very excited about this new step. The new apartment has a TON of space with 3 linen closets, space for a stackable washer/dryer and a balcony (that can house my worm composting bin--yipee!!!!), and will take about 20 minutes off Justins drive to and from work. Justin and I have spent a lot of time looking in areas far and wide and just decided that this space is a good deal and still close enough to our friends and church. And who knows maybe sometime soon we'll be able to fill that second bedroom.

We will be sad to leave our current apartment. We have had some great times in this simple little place. Not to mention it's the first place we lived in together. We look forward to hosting more BBQ's with this bigger there is air conditioning!!!

Alright....we'll let you know what happens.