Monday, April 30, 2007

today we celebrate 2 things.

Adelaide is 6 weeks old and she had a new little cousin born last night, her first male cousin.

FELIX VINCENT SOUZA!!

Yippeee.

Today I also remember the life of George Reitz, as today marks one year since his resurrection.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

5 years ago today Justin and I decided we should see if going steady suited us..........it did.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I will never watch the video from that guy who murdered all the students at VT.
Knowing what he did is enough for me.
Plus, me watching that video is exactly what he wanted me to do.
I could live with never seeing his ugly face ever again.
I wish the news would never show it again.


P.S. sorry for the downer post....I know looking at pictures of Adelaide is way better!!!

Monday, April 23, 2007




Upon Kat's request.............5 weeks old and cute as a button!!!




Monday, April 16, 2007


Adelaide is 4 weeks old today. I can't believe it.


One would think that in these 4 weeks I have figured somethings out. Nope, sorry to report but I still feel like a major knob-head when it comes to caring for this little life. VERY low confidence here!!!
It's hard because folks around me seem to really know what they are doing...or at least feel commited to a "style" of parenting. I feel lost in a sea of advice which I seem to really need since I can't figure out what to do on my own.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

today's two words are.........GROWTH SPURT. Or should I say yesterday's words. Yesterday Adelaide fed every hour and a half!!!! That is craziness. It is hilarious cause just when I think I've got her making some sense to me.....she pulls a fast one on me! I hear these spurts should only last a day or so. Thank goodness!

She was 3 weeks old yesterday......and i forgot to take her picture (maybe the cow complex warped my mind a bit). She is getting bigger, I can tell. She is such a cool kid! I like having her around. Hopefully I'll get better at this mother thing. It is rough!! I mostly feel like my daughter is pretty chill but her mom is the freaky problem.

In other news..........do you think American Idol has rigged it so Sanjaya is still on the show? Like are they pulling it for drama or do you really think his votes have kept him in?? hmmmmm.......

Saturday, April 07, 2007

one word for you........mastitis....when it rains it pours!!!

Friday, April 06, 2007

still no sleep......our help goes home today around 3pm. Justin comes home from work around 6:15pm.....then Monday I am on my own.

Guys, I am nervous, scared, excited, and tierd.

wish I had more to say..................

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

if you are the praying type........would you please pray that tonight I could get some restful sleep. I am beyond exhausted and haven't slept in quite awhile which is making everything ALOT harder. I know this is part of the drill...........but please pray that this evening when Adelaide is asleep her mom could also get deep restful sleep for at least a couple hours.

Thanks.

Monday, April 02, 2007


Adelaide is already 2 weeks old........think she looks different?
Don't you love that look
P.S Doug and Dani had their son on 3/31..Timothy Douglas....everyone is doing quite well!!!